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Friday, September 10, 2004

They were walking home, hand in hand. The perfect couple. Everyone envied, them. To the best of their ability, they made sure everyone thought they were perfect, they wanted to be perfect. On display for everyone else to see, the girl held obidiently to her boyfriends arm, the perfect throphy. Skinny, tall, pretty. And him, the perfect eye candy. Jock, popular...Picture perfect in every way.


Saturday, September 04, 2004

One day, a girl was out with her boyfriend. Right before she had to go home, she looked him in the eyes and asked, "Do you think I'm beautiful." He smiled and replyed with a quaint nod. They kissed and went their seperate ways. The next day, they meet up again. They were spending time with her boyfriends friends, she looked at them, then at him and asked "Do you love me? With all your heart? Would never letting me go...not for anything?" He paused for a second, taking a quick glace at his snikering friends, he mouthed yes, so no one else could hear. The girl forced a fake smile, if he loved her, why couldn't he reply outloud to her? She went home, a bit down trodden, but a phone call at night changed that and she was happy once again. The next day, she was walking to his house. It was his birthday and she wanted to drop by just for a surprise hello and to give him his preasent. She hopped the wall and walked to the front door. Getting ready to knock, she heard giggling from a room. She peered into the window, and saw him, the one who swore his heart to her, not to long ago with another girl. To make things worse, that girl was her friend. She couldn't believe her eyes, it couldn't be true... No never. She backed up against the railing, knocking over a porclin pot, causing it to shatter on the cement floor. The boy looked up from the other girls arms and went to the door, seeing his girlfriend run away in tears. He knew she saw everything and he ran out of the house after her. She continued to run until she was in the middle of traffic, not seeing a car speeding up behind her, she was hit, and struck to the pavement in a bloody pile. He came running up besides her. The ambulance came not to long after, and carried her away on a streatcher. He went to visit her one last time, to tell her he was sorry and turely loved her. He walked into the room, she smiled at him. As he took a seat besides her, she shakeily held out an arm to give him his preasent. He took it from her and looked at it. "What is th--" The girl smiled and her eyes rolled in back of her head. She died. He was never able to tell her she was sorry or good bye. Walked out of the hospital room, tears flowing like rivers over his pale cheeks, the read what was inscribed of the gift. 'I love you...Now you forever hold my heart in your hands...' He held out the small silver heart shaped locket infront of him...Dropping on his knees, he realized just then, from a foolish mistake, he lost the one thing closest to him...

.:.~Kryssi~.:.


Saturday, July 10, 2004

Goodnight my friend, tomorrow is a whole new day. Close your eyes and go to sleep, no more of those tears now, I will stay right here, right by yourside, until the dawns new light kisses the cold earth, and for so much longer.

Just close your eyes now, dream this pain away. There's nothing keeping you here, awake and cold. Allow the sweet mystery of night pull you into an every lasting sleep, just...dream.

Now that you're sleeping. Dream like this world is real, everything in your sleep realm, is all your reality.Here in this place, we can be together without persecution. In this illusionary sleep, there's just me...there's just you.

Listen to my voice, I know you can still hear me. Take comfort and know I'm still here. Though before you know it, I might have to leave. But just remember, this is goodnight...and not....Good Bye... And when the morning come, I'll be here...


Wednesday, June 23, 2004

±Life is just a big game...Without a Re-start button...±


Friday, May 21, 2004

My heart is broken, can anyone see my pain? To many nights ive had to be alone. I want you to be here with me, I want you to say its all ok

I wait despretly, for someone to cut out this emptiness inside, I hold in my tears as I try to hide. Ive fallen away from you, you seem to have disappeared, I can't find my way around. I'm weighed down by these fears

Will someone hold out a hand for me, and wish my fears away? Will anyone please take me away to a sweet serean wold where dreams  lock all the nightmares away? Forever I hold on, to a simple breath of hope, but some how i feel, like hope is just a fools joke.



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